ooooohhhhhhh man....this year..has been so happenin...so much things have happen....i reaaly cant belive it....but im glad its over...full of ups...and down..yea...more down....den ups yea.....sigh......................................................
ok here goes.....i remember my new year's resolution for 2004 was........gettin a job.....passin my o'levels.........forgettin and lettin go e past i had with mandy....and guess wat...i got all i wanted....but sigh....lost alot too.....this year started off quite badly.....was like a good for nothin.....cant finda freakin job...and keep givin myself excuses that hw hard isit to get a job..but i nv really tried.....sigh........den came a huge conflict with my best friend...we had such a big fight........nah..more of a cold war...hahaha......and reeallly regret losin her...we were once so closed man...sigh..kinda miss u alot.....hahaha.....hmmm...nw...we r friends no more...and that sucks....best friends for 4 yrs...go through thick and thin..had so much in common...did so many things together...and just because of a fuckin 100 bucks.....if i have e chance...i wld nt have taken it.....sigh........den it came my O's....wow....e first thing that actually make my year........hahahah....did quite well..........was kinda please......but sadly..could nt go into e course i wanted...actually i always wanted to go to JC...but i really doubt myself.......afraid that i cant make it........was so low on confidence.....sigh....hw i wish i cld turn back time and go to JC.....nt that i dun like my course......but its like..i shld have done somethin im interested in..nt somethin im gd in...but watever it is...no regrets......really grown up a alot this year............after that was back to findin jobs...but sadly...none..so decide to slack and hang out...i remember i used to spent most of my time with my gd friend jeremy...sigh..miss him alot...dunno why aint so close nw.....was expectin him at klass gatherin.......den finallly,...was start of poly...damn was nervous...really afraid i cant make ffriends and stuff...but i did....luckily i was in e same klass with kenny...........damn it came e big big jac thingy.......oh man..that was like e climax of my life...but all i cld say is.....she is attached....and im happy for her nw...came to a so called 'happy' ending.....hahahah.......she with some1 she love so much..and im alone.........i have somethin to say to her....if u have known me better.....we cld have been together....but like u said.....fate has ended.....dun worry...ur my jie mei......my gd friend......no matter wat...i will not give up anythin to lose a friend that i have know for 8 yrs........even we haven been so close..or nv been real close....always on and off........hahaha...tk care ya..and BE HAPPY with JACK..(lucky son of a bitch....wahahaha)........ok....that tjhingy affected me alot..was like e lowest pt in this yr.....but im fine nw......hahaha...den was sch sch and more sch...studyin hard....im so glad to have meet my 4 bros....si wei....richie......DENNIs....and mr BING.....hahaha........and i made alot of friends this yr...damn cool.....hahaha....we studied...blade..ate......went broke together...and stuff.....although during holidays kinda drifted aprt...but i wll nv forget e times we spent...hahahah..cheERS!!!!!......den so quickly it was holidays again..after first term....we work so hard..studied studied and studied...yes we slack alot...but........heh heh..we all passed........................den was e period of NAB.....wah...was damn fun..made me grow up alot...seen loads of stuff....seriously..up to nw...i still she bu de leave that place..but i have to...for my own gd...den after that was e TEC thingy..allthough i worked for 1 event nia...it was a damn cool thing...seriously....i have to thank jon for givin me e job.....and i hope eveyrthin will be better for him soon..nv regret meetin him.......and tell u e truth jon...if i ever work in any event....i really nt sure wats expected of me.,....all i know is i will do my best......although im nt confident i will do a gd job...hahahah.......seriously...my confidence is nt back...but its there..and its gettin better......and throughout this year...can nv forget amanda e greaat...all e talks we had....u will always be a special person in my heart.....and nw...it have come to a pt...that sch is reopenin...,bahhhhhh...!!!! it sucks...........hahah..but im glad........will put my new years resolution when new year is here.....hahahaha...have thought if it le...wahahahah.............ok la..gona end here......last day of freedom....back to e shackles of books............sigh........heh heh...look forward to e challenge...